MARK 2:14
---- my own,
Can you recall how many times I have called you to be Mine, ever since you were a child? Do you remember how glad you were of My Presence and your awareness of Me? As a child, you desired so much to do all I asked of you, and you experienced My closeness and My love for you.
Now recall the times when the spirit and the flesh were at war within you, during the years of your childhood, your adolescence, your teenage years, and your young adulthood growing into womanhood, and how many, many times the flesh won. Often there was never even much of a struggle; you just gave in to the desires of the flesh, to your own will, to pleasure, to concupiscence. You made compromises and justifications for your choices, although you knew full well that you were choosing the lesser things over what was true, good, holy, pure, and beautiful. You shut your conscience to the inner voice of My Spirit.
How often, ---- my own, I said to you, “Follow Me,” and you pretended not to hear My invitation. How many times you felt the discomfort in your spirit over the choices you made, but you ignored it and went ahead and did what your flesh clamored for.
Eventually the time came when you heard My invitation, when you were at your lowest, at your most broken, when your world was shattered. You did stop, listen, and say, “Yes, I will follow You.” Even then, the road has been rocky; there were times you vacillated and flirted with the flesh and succumbed to its clamorings.
Now, as your hair grows grey and your body slows down with the advance of time, you are finally Mine. Now you belong to Me. Stay Mine for the rest of the time allotted to you, and I assure you that I will be with you always. The closer you draw to Me, the closer I will draw to you and give you all that you need to bring you safely home.
Continue to pray, to hope, and to trust, and do not worry. Fear, worry, and anxiety about anything have no place in the lives of those sealed in the Holy Spirit. Have no fear, ---- my own. I have overcome the world.

